Is the Dream that a God of Death Has a Darkness Cuter than Cute?

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[Journal Post]

I've stopped by a shrine near K̶̡̨̼̯̤̪̓̇̓̚͠ą̫̻͓̱̌́́̓̚͢͞͡í̴̪͙͚̬̟͆̏̀̓̀͌̀̍̌ͅķ̥̣̪̳̥̌͒̾́͐͘o̧̗̱͉͎̯̿́́̊̚̚͡ŕ̴̡̧̫͚͙͔̼̙͑̉̆͊̈́̃͊͟͡i̧͙̺̣͕̋̃̾̃̐̓̈́͠ called Ģ̵̛̗̠̩̀̐͑̒͜i̡̨̗̠̪̭̠̣̮͚̅̋͆̑̄́͆̓̃̒m̵̧̡̗̘̳͍͍̝̩͐̇͐͗͆̌̋̓ů̸̞̠̬̻̣̜̑̈͛̐̂̕͜͠s̠̳̞̼̦̣̯̝͇̆̋͋͑̈́̕͢e̵̡̨̯͉̔̌́̐̀̒̀͋̚͘ͅi̵̹͉̳̭̱̓̒͐͋͊͟ There's apparently something. Weird about the place.

Like eerie miasma. It's probably a nest of dark spirits or something. I̵̠̭̩̻̺̩̩̊͋̀̈͂ h̸͎̹̞̫͕̭̟̍̓̌͆͂͜õ̵͎̟̤̮̅̀̍͊̔͋͜p̦͓͍̠̞͉̀͒̊̽̄̌̀͡ȩ̴͎͖̭̖̈͂̏͂̕͞ t̶͇͙̦̟̑͆̅̔̿̑͋͜o̧͚͈̰̻̻͍͈̓̂̾̄̅͌̽ d̴̡͈͖͉̪͔̼̓̀́͌̾̑͡͠e̡̡̢̮̗͉̥͔̅͂̔͒̉à̡̦̺̜̪̭́̆͐̈͛̒͢͠͞l̢̩͚͚̹̱̬̯̖͗̀̋͌̏͋̊̂̕͘ w̶̠͕͖̭͙̮̞͆̑͒͐̎̎͢i̬̤̮͓̺̻̱̤̳͑̎̇̑̎t̸̙͚̱͓͙̙̭̠̟͇̐͊̍̂͊h̴̢͓̩̙͖̖̞̺̆̓̔̓͗̽͠͡͝͠ͅ i̧͓̘̖͓̅̈̎̒̌̾̅͑͊͝ţ̸͙͚̺͉̠̝̏̌͋̓̓̏͟͝͡͡ b͓̱̤̙̫͙̦̯͋͐͐̒̓̔̀͡e̷̺̗̦̪̫̾̋̉̄̀̍̄͋͢͞f̶̛̳̗̯́̆̆́̇͜ͅơ̢͇͇̻͚͇̫͌͌̑̿͒̀́͗r̛̖͍͈͚̲̺̣̆̀̊̚͟͞ȩ̛̬̮̯͈̟̮͍̲̂͂̋̋̔͒̓͝͝ ṁ̷̤̝͖̻̱̠̩̬̯̌̊̃̈͗̂̇o̜͚̼̦͔̮͛̍̒̚̚ͅr̸̭̘̘̯̭̞̆͐̓͊̽̑͆̐n̵̨͈͎͍͉̗͇̍̂͑͊̀͘͟͝͠í̲̲̠̲̬͕̭̟̀͆̐̉̑͑̋̚n̵̦̹̪͓̳͎̦̑͂͊̈́͊͑̒͊̄͢ģ̵̛͔̦̼̫̳͇̙̽̐̃̒̂̈́͡͠͠.̛̛̛̙̙͔̫̙͔̐̂͊͠͝
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̷̛͎̞̗͍͔̲̮͕̒̏̇̏̌̚̕ͅI̸̢̦͍̣̪̩̞̻̤̽̅̍̾̎͠͠f̛̻̠͍̗̜̤̟̙̫̐̇̊̏͌ Î̜̱̗̮̣͌̂͐̕͟ ḋ̸̨̼͖͚̻̲́̇͌͘ŏ̴̝̗͔̺̍͊̎͘͝ͅṉ̢͍̺̮̪̇͒͆̈́͊͘͝͞'̵̧̢̛̬̼͚̯͉͂̾͋́̍͊̒͟͝t̷̹̖͙͎̣̩̲̞̑̃̓̆́̀́͞ p̵̛̳̤̤̯̈̽̌̃̔͢o̷̲̹͔̞̱̝͓̦̿̀̈̆͑̏͘͡͝p̸̨͍̥̳̩̮̰̀̅́͆͞ ỏ̶̗͎̜͕̣̱̝̹́̍͂͑̂͂̊͢ͅṳ̴̭͖̻̺̜͕̈́̽̇͛̃̎̃̀͜͡͝t̸͍͍̟͈͕͚̣͕͊͋̌́̕̕͢͝ͅ b̧̛͕̱̘͙̭̼̂̄͒̐̀̚͡͠͝y̡͇̙̲̩̎̿͋͋͑̊̃́̚͜͡ͅ t̼̞̫̝͍͉̣́̌͋̐̀͗̅̚̚͠h̡̡̛̺̮̝̫̲̓̑́͊̕͠ͅe̛̼͔̻͉̙̺̼̰͍͊̃̾̐̉͡n̬̞̺̭̥̗̖̳̺̊̍͑͗͂͒̿̊̀,̵͇͕̙͙̖̜̪̺̒̆̇̑̈ s̵̛̼̖̝̝̺̠̤͋̊͊̌̇̑̚͢͢͝ő̸͓̩̯͔̜̦̾̇̐͂͘͘m̴͉͖̰̥͙̳̊̒̄́̒͘é̶̜̠̝̙̟̮̖̪̑̅̿́̌͆̔̚͘͜o̲͎̻̪͙̹̗͂̇̒̓̍̌̋̏̂͒n̴̡̛̫̬̹̰͉̆̇͊̓̕̚ẻ̻̫͓̟̺͇̲͉̭͆̒͆͑̈́͛͢ c̻̤͇͚͇͙͒͒͂̎̉̈̒̚͞o̶̙̲͈͍͖̖͒̓̔͗̇͆̌̚͡m̵̳̬̹͉̼̪̹͖͓̅̂́̍̕͡͠é̴̦̪͈͕̟̦̲̇͑̐͂͠ l̗͎͈͎͆̎͐͆̾͗͒̔͜ǫ̶̭͙̣̝̼̞̜̀̈͛͗̀̾́̑͢͢͡ŏ̳͔̺͈̯͚̇̃͐͌̓͐̕͠ḱ̸̢̺̜͖̯͖̓̌͢͞͝͡i̵͍̰̩̬͎͗͂͊̄̂͑̇n͈͚̥̠̖͔̼̭̭̗͊͛̃̃̏̅͂̂̑͞g̶̗̮̫͙̲̜̣͛̈́̆̀̈̾͘͞.͔̳̟̹̲͎̺̽̀̂͛͘͠͝ͅ

... I'm wondering if I should get a makeover.

Also, I'm having the weirdest sensation:

I'm trying to remember if I stayed with my Dad or went with my Mom when she took Shiroko (who was a kid at the time), and I swear I vividly remember both.

So I realize I have pretty bad self-destructive tendencies, I get way too angry, and probably depressed and violent simultaneously.

So... what do I do with that information.